God revealed an insight about His shining light in us.
as much as i want to live in the light, i've been struggling to fight darkness in my life. it has been unpredictable. one moment i'm in the light and one moment i'm in the darkness.
then suddenly i remembered how annoyed i get with blinking lights-- specially when the light in my room starts to have a blown fuse or when the starter weakens.
i'm sure that's the same way God feels when i'm in a kumukutikutitap mode. He told us He'd rather have us lighted or none at all.
help me stay lighted until You come back, Lord.
